It seems like my life is full of downs and downs, and precious few ups as of late...
Even the people who try to encourage me, really just try and push me way out of my comfort zone
Yes, I'm a loner
Yes, it's a little too extreme
I realize that, but I have my reasons, so leave me alone
And after that, as well as telling me that I'm an interesting person (lol yeah right) it's interesting to see how people continue to ignore me to my face
It probably just shows that I was right, and I'm not interesting
And then there are other reasons I'm depressed
Like I'm about to lose my car, not that I ever used it...
The rest, well, some you should know about, if you've talked to me at all in the past few months
Some I'm not gonna say anywhere outside of my own mind
And especially not here, around you people :/
I dont know why I'm even writing this blog
All I tend to get from you people is pity
And pity is the last thing I fucking want, need, or even deserve
*sigh*
I thought about putting up some of my stories here
I came up with 3 or 4, and really started getting into them
But I've already thrown all those storylines away, so probably not gonna stick with that
Seems stories don't suit me after all, and I'm not in a poem mood
Well
We'll see, I suppose...We shall see......
